About anything today but it’s just so hard. Focusing on everything positive rn. It’s all a little overwhelming, I love you bee!
My thoughts, my life, my ventures, according to me. Stay a while. I dare you.
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Cardiovascular health at UCLA. And bio. Just amazing. Being so young and still having so much to encounter, this honestly just takes my breath away. Getting these emails and letters are a bit overwhelming, and I honestly don’t know what I want to do with my life, but most definitely feeling so grateful. This May, decisions will be made. I can’t even begin to thank the maaaaany people who have brought me to where I am. Fast track to success. Or highway to hell lol. We shall see.
I can’t believe you let me down, but the proof’s in the way it hurts.
Every night I lie awake in bed. Whether it be on YouTube, tumblr, shoot sites, etc. I almost always never fail to reflect on how idiotic, crazy, stupid, our beautiful relationship has become. And with each insomnia-crazed night that I lie awake whether it be with you here with me or not, I will always be thankful to have you in my life. And I know I take you for granted, I know I’ve done my share of hurt and unspeakable things but just look where our friendship with flare has lead us, honey bee! Great heights. Only great heights. And although you’re mad at me right now, for whatever reason it was. I know somewhere deep within your cold shriveled up heart, you love me very much and I can tell with every kind gesture you do. You never fail to be there for me when I need it. Hence, medicine and ice cream today, well now yesterday haha. My savior and headache all rolled into one. Thank you for being my best and my worst Phamai M, I love you with all of my existence. You’ve taught me more than any teacher or book ever could. I truly do appreciate you. I know this is a late post, ( like 7 days late ) but happy 2years and 11 months. We spent it at Disneyland and i know i was a bitter melon, but yknow me. Just moody… Anyway. I know it could’ve waited til our 3 year anniversary but I really, and I mean really needed to just cast out these thoughts and jives of mine. Whether or not you still stalk my blog, I know you’ll find this somehow. JOOPJOOP. 🐝💋